There’s this great fear… it’s fear, its debilitating, you can’t breath.. you can’t think… and I know. I have been there. I see it, I see it in their eyes. The fear for me in feels like someone is running after you but you cant find them and you can’t see them and you keep looking behind you and you feel them but they’re not there… thats what cancer feels like all the time. It never goes away and all you want to do is take a breath…